Maxis gave me free call!! sOo i called my old and best friends and also my ex-bf(Gary)
i really miss them soo much!! and i'm really happy that all my classsmate remember my Birthday!! thank you soo much my friends!! they'r soo kind and nice, my parents did not wish me anything for my birthday, yupp i have Crisis with them!! last few days i texted my mum, i asked her if she give my sister money to buy some ingredients for bake a cake, but she did not reply my text at all!! out of credit??? ahh!! she used line!! i really waited for her message that whole day!! i'm sure that she's not too busy with her office work, coz she always have time to call my others sister and ask if they have come back home safely and had their lunch..
my mum never did that too me, everytime i talk to her nicely, she never pay her attention on me, i felt like i'm a stranger in that house, i dont like when they came back from work, they keep looking for my mistakes, and argued with me...i'm tired, and i feel soo sad, imagine how i have to through all this things everyday...i really feel soo stressed..
Everydays, i have to prepare dinner for my family, soo i'll try to make everything perfect, the dishes, drink, the cups all there, but my parents never satisfied with that.., i'm TIRED!! i have to do everything after back from school and cocurricullum i have to go straight to the kitchens and prepare everything for dinner, before my parents come back home!! i'm really TIRED and STRESSED!! and after we had dinner, i also have to wash all the dishes.., arrggh i dont have any energy to do some revision in my study, and also forgot to prepared for my presentation project..
i'm really SICK with my life!!!
Last Friday, at school, during MUET period, my class celebrate all JANUARY and FEBRUARY birthday!! yeay!! it was soo fun!! and furthermore that day is PRAVIN birthday!! soo we celebrate PRAVIN, MADHURI and My BIRTHDAY!! We cut cake and snap a lot of pictures!! everybody have soo much fun!! after a few minutes later, teacher SAMINDER, ask us to keep the cake and continue our lesson...soo, it's a speaking test, i have to speak about the INDUSTRIAL WASTE, suddenly teacher ask me why i'm make-up my eyes, is it b'coz of my birthday today?? soo i want to look pretty?? i just said that my eyes swollen that's why i put some make-up on my eyes, teacher asked me why??? i said nothing, and she keep asked me to tell her, and then i said, my mum ignored me and did not reply my message at all..and she said to me that" maybe ur mum doesnt love u at all"=__=" haiya!! how come she can said tht?? suddenly my tears fall, i can't stop the tears, it fall down soo quickly, i doesnt know why i'm soo sensitive about this...Teacher asked my others friends to continue the speaking, and she asked me to stop, and i said to her that " it's ok, i still can continue my speaking" she really shocked that i still can do my speaking test even i'm soo emotional that time...actually i dont like b'coz only of that thing i cant continue my speaking test...and somehow tht moment is soo emberassing momment, all my classmates staring at me and saw that i'm crying!!
On that Friday evening, my sister said tht she baked cake for me, and lets celebrate it at Mcd, soo i texted Imran and ask him to celebrate it with me, soo i'm rushed and prepared myself before go to mcd...after reached there, i'll wait for imran and it takes him half an hour to reach there, even it's only takes 5 minutes from his house to mcd..=__=" or maybe b'coz it's raining that day..
but somehow i feel soo sad, i miss Chiko and Opie soo much, i really hope tht they can come and celebrate my Birthday together...
ok2 now i'm gonna show u pictures tht i snap on that day..
SupRIsed!!=D
He still in shocked!!;p
Blow up the candles;p
No comments:
Post a Comment