Mother, I'll keep my words....

MOTHER,

yesterday was really a special day, do u know why??

me, your daughter that lack of everything, will be enter university to get her Degree...

I wonder do u still remember your words that really hurt me??

" why you still want to enter form 6??why you want to enter university like others?? you only deserve to be a teacher, and why you didn't accept it?? you are not pretty and not even smart to go to university...., now u didn't get any offers from any university, so what u gonna do now?? eat and sleep??? and be a burden??"

trust me, your words are killing me every single days in this couple years....

do you want to know why I enter form 6??

because myself eager want to further my study since I was young, and I want to prove to you that I can be just like others, eventhough I'm lack in everything since I was born, but I have something that not other people will have it...

it's my heart..and my spirit, and believe that Allah S.W.T gonna help me...

I still curious why I still alive...eventhough i was born as premature baby...

now I realized that Allah S.W.T gave me a strong heart beats....

it's meant...he didn't want me to gave up my life....and keep being strong!!~

that is one of the reasons why I'll never give up...and Allah S.W.T hate people who likes to give up....

Alhamdulillah...Allah hears my prays.....

whatever it is MOTHER, I promised u that gonna see me graduate.....

and this will be your presents for mothers days past 10 years ago....

because you told me when I was young, you want nothing but want me to study hard and enter university( but you forgot )...you gonna see it soon...and better for you to bring your camera along:)

I'll never keep any grunge on you, it just make me upset when u didn't even believe me that i can do it, when everyone does.....



your beautiful and strongest daughter,
Pika Yusof

Anak- anak yatim yg tertimbus akibat daripada kejadian tanah runtuh

pada pukul 2:30 ptg semalam, Rumah Anak-anak yatim Al-taqwa hampir separuh tertimbus akibat daripada kejadian tanah runtuh, ketika kejadian tersebut mereka sedang mengadakn rehersal nyanyian nasyid, bersama-sama dengan beberapa orang penjaga....untuk maklumat lebih lanjut sila klik> di sini dan untuk view lebih banyak gambar di tempat kejadian klik > di sini

mari kita sama-sama sedekahkn Al-fatihah kepada mangsa-mangsa yang terkorban-Amin-

AL-fatihah

tak sangke one of my fav blogger telah kembali ke alam rahmatullah, sape lg kalo bukan pemilik blogger Telur di basuh....semoga Allah tempat kn beliau di kalangan orang-orang yg beriman..Amin.:(

Depression...

Pika tak sangka yang pika tak dapat interview untuk masuk cos seni halus....sangat depressed sekarang, tak tau nk buat ape dah....Macam2 cara pika dah lakukan, membanting tulang, memerah otak membaca buku2 STPM tuh, and pushed myself to the limits, just untuk capaikan impian pika...lebih2 lagi pika ni memang jenis yg tak pandai dan sgt slow kalau bab2 study....rasa nk menangis jer bila setiap kali FAILED!! bila dapat result....tak tau nak cakap apa dekat ibu ayah bila tengok result macam tuh....terngiang-ngiang lagi kata2 ibu di telinga bila ibu suruh pika masuk MAKTAB and jadi cikgu...kata2 ibu cukup mengguriskan hati pika....
lebih merisaukan apabila pika kena ambil extra subjek kalau nak ambil cos seni dekat university....4 subjek sudah terasa begitu beban di bahu, apatah lagi 5 subjek, dan terpaksa belajar sendiri serta tunjuk ajar dari cikgu Halijah....
Pika juga terpakse mendengar pelbagai cemuhan orang luar dan ahli keluarga..., bagi mereka ia hanya sekadar seni, tapi ia lebih daripada itu....!!
Alhamdulillah usaha pika tak sia-sia, dan subjek seni pika dapat A-, walaupun A-, pika dah cukup bersyukur kerana huruf A tuh dah cukup mengembirakan...

Namun..., sekarang ni pika tak tau ape lg yg pika patut buat sekarang ni, segala syarat kemasukan semua pika dah penuhi...mungkin terlampau banyak saingan kali ini, tapi pika percaya Allah S.W.T tak akan sia-siakan usaha hambanya..., sekarang ni usaha yang pika cuba ialah hanya berdoa kepada Allah S.W.T...Amin.

" Giveaway from Moscow by Miszlullaby"

hari ni, pika saje jer lalu2 ke laman blog org, tp pika sentiasa tertarik dgn seorg empunye blog yg sangat chomel, sudah tentu dia seorg gadis yg sudah mempunyai seorg tunang...apa yg pika btul2 tertarik dgn kakak ni ialah perwatakannya dan cara penulisan dia sgt berbudi dan berbahasa dan tentulah ciri2 tersebut mesti kena ada dlm seorg gadis melayu dan seorang muslimah, kakak ni seorang yg pandai berfesyen dan menjaga auratnyer *terbukti sgt dlm setiap gambar2 yg dia upload dlm blog dia*malah kakak ni belajar di oversea....kalau2 di tengok secara keseluruhannyer dia memang seorang anak perempuan yg sgt2 di idamkn oleh ibu pika.....malang sekali pika sgt berbeza dgn kakak ni....tp akan ku simpan juga hasrat tuh dlm hati:)

lagi satu pika nk bgtahu yg kakak ni buat " Giveaway from Moscow by Miszlullaby"

jom la try! mesti BEST!!

sila tekan link di bawah untuk maklumat yg lebih lanjut!^^

http://www.miszlullaby.com/2011/04/giveaway-from-moscow-by-miszlullaby.html




5 ORG YG PIKA TAG:)



FIFI RAHMAT

SYZA M

LISA BELLUCI

VOICE OF HEART

IZZATI ISMAIL


p/s: saya puji kakak ni ikhlas tau! bkn semata2 nk dpt giveaway dr dia:)

I'm heartless....

after loving you for very long time, I realised that I can't forget you ,
eventhough i dated many guys but it seem like they are nothing compared to you,
l do love you so much, but I have to pretend that I'm not into you anymore....
so you won't feel any guilty or burden for not accepting my love...
it's ok, as I told you before, "I like you, but it doesn't mean I want to be your girlfriend"
I let you go, so you can move on and fall in love again...,
don't worry, I will still be here for you and keep my heart only for you....


I love you:) and missed you so badly....

lelaki yg aku paling menyampah sekali....

hari ni pika bergurau dgn pak cik pika, tapi tak sangka hari ni dia moody semcm...habis gaduh besar...pika pun minta maaf sebab bukan niat nak sakitkn hati dia...niat cuma nk bergurau..tp tak pela...kalo dah tak nk maafkn pika suka hati dia la, b'coz he just one of my related uncle jer...never involve in my real life...tak sangka dah besar pun masih lagi nak berkecil hati and naik angin tak tentu pasal....malas pika nak pikir....

p/s:lelaki yg akan buat pika meyampah sekali ialah cepat merajuk, and moody semcm...kalah perempuan yg kena period...-,-

I'm Rapunzel....Cinderella...and Sleeping Beauty??

Tittle di atas memang la tak boleh bla kn?? this Disney characthers punyer life memang agak kena mengena dengan life pika....AGAK MENYEDIHKN!!

• Rapunzel: terkurung jer dekat rumah...dan tak boleh keluar....haish..!! terseksa kot!!

• Cinderella: sentiasa di suruh buat kerja rumah...dah mcm bibik!! tp sebenarnya cuba berbakti dan buat pahala untuk ibu ayah:)

• Sleeping Beauty: ok2, ignore part beauty tuh k?? kerja aku memang tidur jer memanjang lepas buat kerja rumah...penat kot!!

macam tuh la kehidupan aku selepas STPM and meletakkn jawatan di Hinode Shop..sangat membosankan....=="

result STPM 2010 sudah keluar!!

seriously hati dah berdebar kencang, makan tidur pun x cukup...sentiasa gelisah...sebab STPM 2010 bakal keluar....
hari-hari pika sentiasa berdoa, dan buat solat hajat...semoga Allah membantu pika dalam saat-saat macam ini.

Alhamdullillah, result stpm pun agak boleh tahan...walaupun tidak secemerlang pelajar yg pintar..but i know, what i've got, is the best for me..and God always know the best for us! right??!!

apa-apa pun Tahniah! kepada para pelajar STPM 2010, semoga mendapat tempat di UNIVERSITY:)

P/S: DOAKAN pika supaya mendapat tempat di UNIVERSITY..Amin:)

Happy birthday to me...

yeay! today is my birthday, hurm...sebenarnye tak berapa meriah pun bday kali nie, teringat pulak kat last year,...the best bday ever!! but somehow i'm glad that all my friends wished me...nothing is more wonderful than this, it wont make u happy if u have the cake but doesn't have any friends that wished for you, it's more wonderful if u have a lot of friends who care and wished for your bday, eventhough u don't even have cake to share with.....


now i'm 20..., so i wished that i have a wonderful and happy life and success in whatever i did...
so..my last word to my friends....i love you guys more than anything....:)

blog yang sudah berhabuk...!!

setelah sekian lama baru la pika dpt mengupdatekn blog ni, exam stpm pun dah habis, new year pun dah lepas..., mcm2 lg perkara yg tak sempat nk updatekn...

pika baru jer meletakkn jawatan sebagai casher di Hinode shop, ini di sebabkn alasan peribadi dan agak meluat dgn manager baru yg sungguh hipokrit....hari2 giler sale...!!

mcm2 pengalaman yg pika belajar kat sana walopun hanya sebulan....

kat sana pika berkenalan dgn ramai org, seronok keje kat sane sebelum di bawah jagaan En. Nasir..manager baru outlet cth....


kak ain, pika, ika, and kak ida:)si amir yg tinggi lampai;-p



terlampau byk yg ingin di cerita tp, biarkn jer la....kalau citer mmg confirm x habis...

tp kenangan ini pasti pika x akan lupakn, di mana ramai org begitu mengambil berat tentang diri pika, dan sayang pika sgt....

sudah pasti bila pika x de, diorg akan rindu gelak tawa, and jenaka pika....yg selalu mengembirakn hati diorg, dan menghilangkn kebosanan mereka....

ape2 pun i miss u all a lot!! kecuali si Nasir tuh!~

p/s: sorry, ade masalah untuk merotatekn gambar2....sure tergeliat urat leher korg;p